Many do not live inspired lives. They exist. I believe there is a reason why and I know there is a way to change. You can and should live with inspiration but it all starts with understanding.
Love is an element of your character. Studies in ethics, history, sociology, psychology, philosophy, and theology have described character as a combination of seven attributes: courage, temperance, wisdom, justice, faith, hope, and love. Many have attempted to define each of these but none so much as the subject of love.
As far as I know, an angel did not show up to satisfy my thirsty faith. Years have gone by since I made this request but the desire to see the supernatural still lives. Even though I did not receive what I wanted, I believed then as I do today, there is a God and he knows my name.